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From Sad, Tired and Angry Parenting to Parenting about Love

By Sally Scott · On November 4, 2013

If I reflect back on my parenting before I found the ancient wisdom teachings presented through Universal Medicine (UniMed), how would I describe myself as a parent back then? I was always firm as a parent, however this originally came with wanting to control everything. I had also given myself over to parenting and therefore had little or no sense of myself. This meant that I was angry, not truly happy and often sad. These feelings often came out towards my daughter.

Parenting was a mechanical motion that I had somehow found myself in, except there was no me in it. I was parenting from everything that had been fed to me via books, friends, family, every other parent I had met, maternal and child health nurses, the neighbours, TV and movies.

So as an angry, unhappy, sad parent this is what my parenting looked like:

  • Fear, of getting something wrong and that I would harm or hurt the child.
  • Trying to control everything, which was not realistic and therefore at times I would get frustrated at the lack of control I actually had.
  • Being able to continue to do everything – I was a driven, crazy person at times.
  • Being tired was a given, it came with the title of parenting. Let’s face it, I often met parents who would say things like, “I have been tired for 5 years”.
  • It was ‘grit your teeth and bear it’, you just got through as best you could.
  • If you did not get to look after yourself on a given day that was ok, the needs of the child were first and foremost. This meant giving up on something as simple as having a shower and getting dressed each day.
  • Not trusting myself and looking for answers everywhere outside of myself as to what to do.

I came across UniMed and Serge Benhayon when my daughter was four. Through the presentations of Serge Benhayon I came to understand how everything comes back to energy: the crazy way I parented came down to my being run by a quality of energy that left me ragged, feeling like I was not enough as a parent, exhausted from trying to get it right and leaving myself last, which meant everyone else got looked after first.

Today the quality of energy that feeds me and my parenting is very different: I look after myself first; there is a steadiness in my day; I am confident in my decision making and communication with my daughter; I am more than ok in accepting that I am not perfect; it is ok if things do not get completed or done; I ask for support and help when needed; I am responsible for how I am being – it is not my daughter’s fault; and there is a true, loving quality with me as I choose very consciously to be with my daughter as she grows up.

My parenting has changed, thanks to Serge Benhayon and Universal Medicine. I can now parent lovingly and know that being a parent can be an opportunity for great learning and development for both mother and child, and be a loving and joyful experience every day.

This change is because of very simple presentations made by Serge Benhayon – the core of this for me being that it is important as a woman that I know and understand my body from the inside out and so to develop a relationship with who I am and how my body works. I bring a deep honouring to myself in relation to how I feel in each moment; I learn to love myself by nurturing and caring for myself as much as I would any child. I am then myself first: a much more loved, cared for, nurtured and understanding person when it comes to parenting… and to life.

As I parent now, after almost 10 years of using the ancient wisdom teachings as presented by Serge as my guide, I have made some pretty cool changes:

  • I have learned to look after myself first and foremost.
  • I am able to love myself as much as I love my daughter.
  • I am very rarely tired as I look after myself during the day.
  • Parenting is so much fun and very playful.
  • I am in touch with how I feel about parenting and the decisions I make. There is a lot I do know if I allow myself to feel it.
  • I have let go of my control issues and therefore no longer get frustrated, angry or sad.
  • There is lots of laughter and joy in our house.
  • My child has a right to make choices.
  • Parenting is no longer about me controlling my child.
  • I see and treat my child as an equal.
  • I actually put time and effort into parenting so that what is presented is all about love first.
  • I am participating in raising my child and not just allowing it to happen as she grows up.
  • My husband and I present that the quality of your energy, how you are being, is the most important thing when talking about topics relevant to our child and what is going on in the world. So if she makes decisions to do things, she knows how they will affect her and the quality of who she is.
  • There is always a loving discipline in our house that teaches responsibility about choices made and allows us all, including my child, to be accountable.

At the Universal Medicine retreat held in Hoi An, Vietnam in March 2013, I was able to add to my unfolding about parenting. A significant part at the beginning of the retreat for me was that I did not really feel how amazing and beautiful I was as a woman. Other people saw this in me, including friends, my partner and my daughter, and they would express this to me. I got to feel the sadness within as I had not accepted or felt this truly for myself for a very long time.

In allowing myself to feel this, I could then actually claim that I am an amazing and truly beautiful woman. I can now absolutely role model this with my 14 year-old daughter.

  • I can actually feel how amazing I am every time I tell my daughter how amazing she is.
  • I know that beauty comes from within and can show this to my daughter every day. As she enters her teenage years she knows without a doubt that as women we are naturally beautiful and very amazing.
  • I can inspire all children and show them that what is being lived in the world is not ‘it’, that there is a different way to live, a way that is very loving and beautiful.

I have a deep appreciation and love for Serge Benhayon and his family for living a different way and sharing it with us. Parenting for me will forever more be all about love.

By Sally Scott, Manager, Perth, WA

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Sally Scott

I love people and have worked in industries serving people my whole life. I have a huge group of friends who I consider my family and I love them all dearly. One of my most favourite things is to curl up in bed in my husband’s arms, couch time with my daughter comes a close second. I get up early and love this time to myself, I have lots of fun in my day, find the best part of exercising stretching my body, love my day job and wish our dog would learn to behave on his walks.

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331 Comments

  • Annoymous says: August 4, 2019 at 12:07 am

    Super wise Sally, Thank you for sharing your wisdom.

    Really I have found no better formula to brining up a child then to use the ancient wisdom teachings as presented by Serge Benhayon – nothing touches the sides.

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  • Michelle McWaters says: July 6, 2019 at 6:30 pm

    ‘I was always firm as a parent, however this originally came with wanting to control everything. I had also given myself over to parenting and therefore had little or no sense of myself. This meant that I was angry, not truly happy and often sad. These feelings often came out towards my daughter.’ How many of us, if we were honest, can relate to what you are sharing here? When we have little sense of ourselves and who we are, being driven by ideals and beliefs, not fully aware that they are driving us, we can with the best of intentions fall flat on our faces in our relationships with our children as they feel our expression as an imposition and want to rebel against it. We then wonder, when they become teenagers, why we don’t have an open, trusting relationship with them and they keep things from us. What you are sharing here is a totally different model of parenting that can achieve the absolute opposite in terms of family dynamics.

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  • Mary Adler says: June 23, 2019 at 2:16 pm

    “In allowing myself to feel this, I could then actually claim that I am an amazing and truly beautiful woman. I can now absolutely role model this with my 14 year-old daughter.” A beautiful reflection for your daughter and all her friends.

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  • Alexis Stewart says: April 14, 2019 at 7:16 am

    I have come to realise that are all ‘watching’ each other constantly. We are watching for signs of our divine origins or not and this is something that none of us need to be taught, it is something that we all inherently know. So kids are no different, they are watching for signs of our true origins and they sure as hell know when it’s not.

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  • Leigh Matson says: January 31, 2019 at 6:38 pm

    My parents got involved with the ancient wisdom teachings about 11 years ago. Almost half of my lifespan and having had the two to compare. These 11 years have been amazing in how we’ve built our relationship of parent and child together that nothing previously could compare to.

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  • Rachek Murtagh says: December 15, 2018 at 1:02 am

    We have the idea that everyone, including our children, need more of our time and we expend ourselves to exhaustion to the detriment of everyone. By supporting ourselves first and making sure our needs are met we have much more in the tank for everyone else and everything else.

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  • Helen Elliott says: December 1, 2018 at 6:55 pm

    When we choose to take loving care of ourselves this is then reflected in our parenting.

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  • Meg says: November 6, 2018 at 3:37 pm

    “I know that beauty comes from within and can show this to my daughter every day.” This is brilliant because role modelling is such an important part of parenting, if we don’t love who we are and if we don’t cherish who we are – what are we teaching our kids?

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    • Alexis Stewart says: April 14, 2019 at 7:27 am

      ” I know that beauty comes from within and can show this to my daughter every day.” Not only does beauty ‘come from within’ but it also comes ‘through’ us. We have become so tangled up in concepts, ideas and opinions about parenting but there is so much value in simply standing back and allowing Universal Intelligence’ to flow though us and to be felt by our kids. So often we get in the way and end up blocking the most incredible intelligence and beauty, an intelligence that knows what to do in every single situation imaginable. That’s not to say that there aren’t many, many times when we need to step in and be proactive, it’s just to say that most of us don’t know when to step away again.

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  • Sarah Flenley says: October 17, 2018 at 6:10 am

    Your story is a deeply touching one for many reasons. A sadness of the way pictures/ideals/beliefs topics can really manipulate us and stop us from being ourselves. A joy of hearing a woman re-connect to her beauty and her amazingness and to let go of control. A sadness for me of how I let pictures/ideals/beliefs get in my way and that also stop me connecting and appreciating my amazingness and beauty.

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  • Lorraine Wellman says: October 10, 2018 at 4:10 pm

    Yes, I agree some lovely changes to how Sally is parenting, like looking after, and loving ourselves primarily, ‘I have learned to look after myself first and foremost.
    I am able to love myself as much as I love my daughter.’

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  • Lorraine Wellman says: October 5, 2018 at 4:10 pm

    Unfortunately this way of parenting is still the norm for many parents, no wonder exhaustion is so big in humanity at present, ‘Through the presentations of Serge Benhayon I came to understand how everything comes back to energy: the crazy way I parented came down to my being run by a quality of energy that left me ragged, feeling like I was not enough as a parent, exhausted from trying to get it right and leaving myself last, which meant everyone else got looked after first.’ How wonderful that you have made many new loving choices that support you and your daughter.

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  • Greg Barnes says: September 18, 2018 at 7:13 pm

    Parenting should be so natural as it is all about Loving and re-learning to Love ourselves one would wonder why we would have to do something we already are especially as being Loving is simply felt when we re-turn or re-connect to our essences. So maybe we should be teaching our school children to reconnect to their essences and then the understanding of how Love simply works miracles for our bodies.

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  • Danna Elmalah says: August 21, 2018 at 5:27 am

    Serge Benhayon has been teaching on many many areas in life. Including parenting by speaking from his livingness, way of living life, which made it easy to grasp and feel what he means. This is inspiring for this allows the opportunity for another to feel what other way of parenting in this case, is possible. This shows us that our greatest science is the one of and from within us lived.

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  • Lucy Dahill says: August 16, 2018 at 4:16 am

    There is a need to control in parenting because we do not feel equipped to deal with what is in front of us sometimes. It is a low-grade anxiety (sometimes a high grade, in-your-face anxiety!) and therefore this need to control becomes a perceived necessity. Yet as you have shared, when you make space to deal with self-care and nurturing yourself, this need to control diminishes because you feel the equality of each member of the family.

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    • Mary says: May 24, 2020 at 2:41 pm

      There is an old saying ‘the proof is in the pudding’ I have watched over the years Serge Benhayon inspire many people to connect back to their soul. Which to me has become the only way to live. I am only just starting to fully understand what that means as I can now feel the difference quite clearly in my body when I’m aligned to my soul and when I am not.

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  • Monika Rietveld says: August 15, 2018 at 8:25 pm

    I recognize some of the things described here and I love how much fun and lightness parenting has become. What also made a big difference for me is that I don’t always have to have the answers or have to know everything. We are learning from each other and together.

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  • Melinda Knights says: August 9, 2018 at 6:00 pm

    Sally this is really beautiful, I am not a parent but I found your blog inspiring and relative to me still as a woman in life and how I relate to myself and others. Absolute gold, what a joy to read this! I was also touched about the advice you gave your daughter related to her decision making and to factor in how it could affect her and the quality of who she is – truly loving support, I’ll be taking that on board for myself also.

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  • Caroline Francis says: July 29, 2018 at 6:54 pm

    When we can feel the love for ourselves as we express how beautiful and gorgeous another is, it brings such joy and an equalness regardless of age. It is magical moments such as these in our day that are priceless and confirm who we are and where we are from.

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  • Sam says: July 6, 2018 at 7:48 am

    Sally I love your list – this is so absolutely amazing, what a change around – what you model here has to be the future of parenting if we want our beautiful children to grow up to be responsible proud adults.
    Amazing changes Sally – thank you for sharing.

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  • Carola Woods says: June 3, 2018 at 7:19 am

    It is incredible to feel how stabilising living in connection to love is, as it exposes all that is not of love allowing the space for greater love to be created as a foundation into our lives. Thank you for sharing just how this can not only be lived but sustained and deepened. Amazing and inspirational.

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    • Lucy Dahill says: August 16, 2018 at 4:18 am

      Yes, what is Love and what is not Love becomes apparent when we deepen the relationship of Love with ourselves as it brings a lived quality to our honesty that forms a foundation of livingness.

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  • Sam says: April 18, 2018 at 1:43 pm

    “I know that beauty comes from within and can show this to my daughter every day. As she enters her teenage years she knows without a doubt that as women we are naturally beautiful and very amazing.” What an amazing foundation to have when growing up, forget good schools, money and how to books – what you have reflected to your daughter here is fundamental to her evolution. Amazing thank you for sharing Sally.

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  • Jane says: April 17, 2018 at 7:04 am

    I notice that when I don’t look after myself life becomes a struggle, it is difficult and challenges occur. The ease and flow of life is gone and in this I then seek relief from the difficult times.

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  • Carmel Reid says: April 3, 2018 at 5:45 pm

    I could look back and say that my style of parenting was ‘absent’ for a number of reasons: I was pretty much checked out, eating to numb feelings of tension, distracted by my own busyness and we had a live-in nanny Monday to Friday so I could be in full time work. Having said that I loved putting the children to bed and I enjoyed spending time with them at weekends. When the youngest was 7 I gave up full time work and went self employed, which gave me more time to be with them before and after school, but I was often on my computer doing emails and sometimes I was late picking up my daughter. I felt guilty at not being the ‘perfect’ parent but both of the children have grown up to be beautiful, caring adults and the love is definitely there between us and that is more important than anything.

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  • Ingrid Ward says: March 23, 2018 at 4:37 pm

    It is many years ago since my children were little but I still can remember the challenges that I faced daily and realise now that most of them were of my own making. The trying to be the perfect mother and to have the most well-behaved children was crippling and left me in a permanent state of exhaustion. So I can totally relate to everything you have shared here Sally and I know that sharing this is sure to support lots of mothers as they face the daily challenges, and the joys, of parenting.

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  • Leonne says: March 18, 2018 at 12:44 pm

    There is so much push, control, drive and comparison in the model of parenting the world sells. This extends to all of our relationships as everyone needs a pull up on occassion. Unimed presents a model of parenting that supports grace, love and evolution in parenting.

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  • Joseph Barker says: March 17, 2018 at 9:10 am

    Blame and self-depreciation are two of our spirits favourite tricks. But how often do we let these condemning thoughts in? It’s so crucial that we keep coming back to the fact that we are Love and not letting these stories control who we are – thank you Sally.

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    • Alexis Stewart says: December 9, 2019 at 5:48 am

      What I have found Joseph is that love leads to more love and yet what I also know to be true is that unloving behaviours seem to also lead to more of the same. But if we can only get a foot into the door of love, just a tiny embryonic gesture towards love then it’s right there, chomping at the bit to get involved with us, until it feels much more like a snow balling effect and then wahoo, we’re up and running with the love that we all know so well. It’s like being reacquainted with a loved one.

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  • Lucy Dahill says: March 17, 2018 at 5:14 am

    TO have a reflection in our lives of how to parent with love and in a way that is not all-consuming, disempowering or draining is a true gift from heaven. Blogs like yours share that wisdom a smidgen further so thank you Sally for inspiring me just as Serge Benhayon inspired you.

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  • Fiona Cochran says: March 10, 2018 at 3:17 pm

    ‘I actually put time and effort into parenting so that what is presented is all about love first.’ It is this time and effort which over time pays off as our children feel safer when they are guided with loving boundaries and consequences or given permission to take responsibility.

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  • Fiona Cochran says: March 9, 2018 at 9:44 am

    ‘I have learned to look after myself first and foremost.’ Finding time to go for a gentle walk, eating nourishing food, moisturising our hands or taking a long soak in the bath are essential basics if we are to be able to truly support our children, but how many parents actually do this?

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    • Alexis Stewart says: December 9, 2019 at 5:42 am

      Not many Fiona, it is much more usual for parents to run themselves absolutely ragged trying to cram everything in. Rushing here, there and everywhere in a state of almost perpetual tension. How many hours have most of us spent driving our kids around town feeling the pressure of trying to get somewhere whilst also trying to work out what and how we’re gonna get dinner ready (not just for tonight but for the rest of the week), this pressure doesn’t abate during the day, whether we go to work or stay at home, there seems to be the same amount of pressure to ‘get things done’. And whilst we’re in the thick of it there seems to be no other way and yet there is. Odd in some ways that starting to bring more focus to ourselves leads to more space and a better quality to life, but it does, it really, really does.

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  • HM says: January 19, 2018 at 7:02 am

    Wow what a shift in the way you are parenting and the relationship you have with yourself, Sally. I loved reading about how the anger and frustrations melted away when you looked at control and let that go. I can certainly see how I still have this in me and get frustrated with my daughter when she makes a mess, but in this is my control for things to always be tidy.

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