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My Reflection on Competition and Sport

By Peter Campbell · On February 22, 2017 ·Photography by Leonne Sharkey

I recently spent some time watching my 18 year old son compete in a football tournament and have since been reflecting on, and appreciating, the changes in my attachment to sport, and to competition in general.

I grew up in a family in which most of my siblings were involved in sport in some way and the competitive nature of the games that we had between ourselves was considered quite normal and healthy. We were all very passionate about sport, and in particular the national rugby team, which was often the source of intense debate / arguments about team selections or the result of a recent game.

I had grown up with this attitude to sport and competition and I carried it on with my own children. I can remember encouraging many playful, fun times together with my sons to turn into competitive battles. Kicking a ball in the back yard, shooting some baskets with the basketball, playing handball and even going for a walk together and finding a stone to kick along the path would all inevitably end up becoming competitive.

As I have said, this behaviour felt ‘normal’ and ‘healthy’ and was seen by those around me, and society in general, as a healthy, fun way to connect and build relationships with others. I was strongly influenced by the images I saw in the media and the way sports stars were held up as role models.

I was introduced to Universal Medicine and the teachings of the Ancient Wisdom, as presented by Serge Benhayon, about 9 years ago. Since then I have learnt to reconnect to the tender loving man that I naturally am and feel more able to claim these qualities in my everyday livingness, and by doing so reflect something different to those around me.

These changes have been gradual and are ongoing, but the increased awareness has allowed me to feel the enormous impact sport has on me and on those playing it.

I have become more deeply aware of:

  • Being pulled into the emotion of the game and the increased anxiety I feel in my body as a result.
  • The energy of the supporters when attending games and how this often changes during the course of the game depending on how their team is performing.
  • How physical sport can be (even ‘non-contact’ sport), and just how abusive players are being to their bodies and to each other.
  • The emptiness I can feel in many of the players and how sport is used to fill this void. Even after winning a big game players can still feel empty and lonely with no sense of joy to be felt.
  • How beneath the tough persona created by many of the men who play contact sports just how gentle they truly are, and how this persona is created in order to fit the image of how a ‘real’ sportsman should be.
  • The extent to which I allowed discussing sport to become a means of connecting to other men. I settled for the safe, superficial conversations about sport and work as a way of ‘fitting in’ and as a way of avoiding expressing to others how I was truly feeling.

I found that how I expressed with other men influenced how I expressed with family and friends. I realise now that expressing in this way prevented me from experiencing the joy that can come from allowing others to feel the tender loving man I am in my expression and feeling the connection with them evolve as a result.

There were over 300 gorgeous young men attending this football tournament with a huge amount of time and effort involved in organising and running it, and while it may have been seen by some as successful, the failure in my opinion was the lost opportunity for these young men to truly connect to one another. I felt this connection was distorted or destroyed by competition.

By Peter Campbell (55), Support Worker, Tauranga, New Zealand

Further Reading:
Sports Competition – the Pursuit of (Feelings of) Emptiness
My Turnaround from Competitive Running to Connection with Me
Competitive sports: the pursuit of emptiness

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Peter Campbell

I am learning to be more appreciative of the tender, loving man that I am and to bring more purpose and playfulness to what I do and how I live. I love early morning walks along the beach watching the sunrise. Their beauty and magic never cease to amaze me - hence the large number of sunrise photos on my phone. Bringing more simplicity to my life is a work in progress, but a great starting point is sharing a meal of slow cooked roast lamb with friends and family.

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649 Comments

  • Mary Adler says: February 15, 2020 at 4:03 pm

    Beautiful to read a man claiming his tender loving way of being.

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  • Greg Barnes says: January 15, 2020 at 7:20 am

    Thank you Peter, reflecting on what you have shared about sport there is an underlying tone that has always existed in my life around sport with an understanding that I would retire to golf and when walking became a problem lawn bowls would be next, and it hits me that it was all about the competition and the ill energy that abounds when we play sports, and when we introduce purpose playing and competition stops in it’s tracks and life become a Joy to be with children and the play-full-ness that can be shared by kicking a ball around.

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  • Greg Barnes says: January 13, 2020 at 8:16 pm

    When we endeavour to do well in our living ways it feels completely different to the competitive-ness that sets us apart from our equal brothers.

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  • Greg Barnes says: July 7, 2019 at 4:25 am

    Absolutely Peter sports, competition, religious organisations, clubs, politics, being better than and the ubiquitous way we align to these and other contrived emotional ceremonies all have a disconnecting feel to them. Returning to our essences bring such a warming glow that will naturally connect with everyone no need to be a part of any group, club, ideology or organisation that has no consideration for the simple decency and respect we can live and share together as a foundation for being Truly Loving in all we do.

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  • Michelle Mcwaters says: March 29, 2019 at 5:38 pm

    I love how you have busted through sport to expose what is really going on under the surface. If we were honest we could all relate to what you are sharing and how in your list of things we can see the damage we are living with when we shut down our natural expression in favour of competition and fitting in.

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  • Andrew26 says: February 22, 2019 at 12:54 am

    I have recently been reflecting on my school sport days and have realised that the pressure to be competitive was a real strain on me and a constant tension because it went against my natural ways which was to be gentle and collaborative with others.

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  • Lorraine Wellman says: January 29, 2019 at 7:38 pm

    I agree with you connection is almost impossible to build and maintain in the presence of competition, ‘I felt this connection was distorted or destroyed by competition.’

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    • Michelle Mcwaters says: March 30, 2019 at 4:14 am

      In the injustice of feeling someone trying to score points off you, it is very easy to shut down and try to defend or prove your worth. Having a sense of who you are, being self contained and not in need of recognition supports with the reading of it rather than the enjoining of it. The getting there is possible, it simply takes a commitment to heal our hurts, but when we can do this we can ‘observe rather than absorb’.

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  • Monica Gillooly says: November 9, 2018 at 9:57 am

    There’s something sad about it, but how often even with those close to us, have we had those safe, superficial conversations, be it about sport, work or something else, anything to not reveal who we are and how we truly feel? And that’s seen a normal but is it really for how can we live in a way where we do not express us? And yet we do, and this is why I love blogs such as these hearing of another connecting to a depth in themselves which allows them to feel and see the world differently.

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  • Esther Andras says: November 3, 2018 at 4:44 pm

    The revealing part about any sport is that it is focused on the win or on the getting better and better, so the focus is always on the future, which creates a restlessness, incompleteness and a feeling of never being enough and thus there is in truth no and cannot be real connection with another lest with oneself because life becomes about the moment to moment recognition and leaves us empty already the next moment if the recognition is not to be had.

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  • Joshua Campbell says: November 2, 2018 at 2:31 am

    As I have become more aware of myself and my body, I can feel more and more the hideous effects competition has on me and in turn those around me. It does not truly achieve anything and certainly does not feel very nice in the body when we express from it.

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