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Reflecting Love on Valentine’s Day

By Adele Leung · On July 19, 2018 ·Photography by Leonne Barker

It was Valentine’s Day yesterday. In the eyes of the world, it may be considered that I have had the worst day of my life.

I had a disagreement with my partner which lasted for six hours. We did not just ignore each other but rather, we continuously communicated throughout these six hours almost non-stop, except for a brief period where we bought food, cooked and ate dinner at almost midnight!

Everything was so imperfect and completely in contrast to the picture-perfect images that were bombarding us all around on this day of love. We did not give each other gifts, we did not have a special dinner; there was no sweet photo of us together. We were in disagreement but the truth was, I have never felt a love so true.

Why would I say that?

In our commitment to get to the heart of the matter of this argument we dealt with many different topics, such as the consciousness relating to genders, money, doubt, insecurity, judgement, imposition, brotherhood etc., to get to the core issues of responsibility, attachment and need. That the truth is, we know the both of us are more than how we have chosen to live. So we got to feel what that was like. In the process, we received all of our honesty from feeling genuine frustration and stress, insecurity and reactions. In effect, we blatantly received all of our patterns and their consequences and during this, I felt a point of clarity of choice.

At that point, I also felt the deep touch of my partner who bared his vulnerability and threw away his protection to tell me how he was feeling. We received no niceness and gave none: we received no ‘holding back’ and gave none. It was the deepest vulnerability we have ever offered to each other.

Throughout most of our night, I observed myself. My movements also testified that no matter what, through thick and thin, I will always be by our side. Whenever I felt like protecting myself and wanting to cross my legs, I opened them again. I made sure I felt warm. I did not shout but my tone and manner was firm. I looked my partner in the eye. I sat beside him. We went to buy food together and ate our light dinner together. And I observed my partner’s movements changing from frustration to patience. We came to a mutual understanding of not needing the other to change, but everything had already changed.

We did not have any sweet words or gestures. We went to bed separately, but the fullness and equality I felt within myself gave me the deepest sleep. When my partner and I woke up in the morning, we naturally cuddled together, now ever more in understanding and love for each other.

Our imperfections lived have knocked down the ideals of what love should look like, how love should be expressed for a man and woman, exposing the judgements we have between genders. As a woman, knowing how as a culture/gender we hold back our power and the truth of who we are. I take the responsibility to be seen by my partner, all the parts of me that I felt uncomfortable in showing, the qualities that I do not know how to handle or may feel embarrassed about because it would mean greater responsibility.

Qualities like being naturally in authority and expressive, having the ability to feel deeply and the ease in communicating these feelings, but always being faced with the resistance that, to be accepted, these are ‘no go’ zones. And what I felt was a man who has never wanted anything less from me. I have never felt equality like this before as a woman by not hiding myself.

Today as a man and a woman, we are re-building our foundations of how love is felt within our bodies. That before we open our mouths to express love, this love is first lived and felt within us.

Published with permission from my partner.

By Adele Leung, Hong Kong

Further Reading:
No Passport required: making Relationships about Love
What is true love?
Unconditional Love

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Adele Leung

Has recently re-discovered the playfulness of hanging out with her soul, and hence forth found many new discoveries such as – that she actually loves people more than mountains and that simplicity is her new black. Living in Hong Kong, and enjoying intimacy with 7 million others.

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545 Comments

  • Mary says: March 30, 2020 at 3:47 pm

    It now makes no sense to me that we communicate our love to each other on one day of the year. Surely we should be communicating love with ourselves and each other every day of the year? Why have we decided that this can only happen on Valentine’s Day, it doesn’t make any sense to me. We have so many rules and regulations in life and about life that do not make any sense? who made them up and then implemented them?

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  • Mary Adler says: August 30, 2019 at 1:26 pm

    ” It was the deepest vulnerability we have ever offered to each other.” A beautiful commitment to love.

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  • Greg Barnes says: August 26, 2019 at 8:11 am

    Thank you Adele, as I can feel the appreciation you hold yourself in (your essence) and thus not allowing yourself to dip or drop and as it is True Appreciation you also feel the essence of your partner and appreciate that in him. Creating True-intimacy, as we can not have appreciation without intimacy and the authority and confirmation of the essence you hold yourself in, gives you the most power-full divine purpose.

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  • Vicky Cooke says: July 9, 2019 at 12:18 pm

    The beautifull thing that I know and understand about you and your partners’ relationship is that every day, in fact every moment, truly seems to be about love therefore why be held to ransom on one day about what a relationship ‘should’ be like when in truth this day is made only for the commercial and retail industry, it is not about true love at all. As you have shared we need to knock down ‘the ideals of what love should look like, how love should be expressed for a man and woman’ or same sex couple. #lettinggoofthepictures #lettinggoofidealsandbeliefs #makingitabouttrueexpression ❤️

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  • Annoymous says: April 5, 2019 at 3:10 pm

    When another opens up and shares their vulnerability with us we are offered the opportunity of going deeper in love with both them and ourselves.

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  • LE says: March 31, 2019 at 8:31 am

    Before we can say I love you we really need to know what love is, unfortuantly world wide there are many of us who think we know what love is yet fail to understand it is already in us.

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    • Vicky Cooke says: July 9, 2019 at 12:20 pm

      I agree it is easy to say the word love but are we truly living this? Equally do we truly deeply love ourselves before we love another? Anyone can be in a relationship but what is the quality of the relationship?

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  • LE says: March 19, 2019 at 8:05 am

    Vulnerability is such beautiful thing, seriously more people are going to be genuine and care for you when you are able to open up and show them that vulnerable side.

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  • Lorraine Wellman says: February 26, 2019 at 6:36 pm

    How can we express love if we have not felt and experienced it within ourselves first, so we express from a known, ‘That before we open our mouths to express love, this love is first lived and felt within us.’

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  • Leigh Matson says: February 14, 2019 at 8:38 pm

    Being honest and sharing how we feel is far greater than any niceness or protecting ourselves against another we claim to ‘love’.

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  • Ariana says: February 13, 2019 at 6:48 pm

    And here it is coming around again. We accept the tokenism of love when the truth of love is within us all, waiting to be connected to.

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  • Brigette Evans says: January 4, 2019 at 12:38 am

    Adele, the livingness of your expression and the depth of your lived love is flowing from your blog off the page and into life itself. Thank you for sharing…..I thank you with my all.

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  • Matilda Bathurst says: December 29, 2018 at 6:06 pm

    When we let love be the foundation of our relationship with ourselves we are totally open to letting love be in our relationship with others… this magnificence first and then all the imperfections we have as humans.

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  • Greg Barnes says: December 19, 2018 at 9:26 pm

    The most powerful way of living is to simply reflect the love we are and then in this transparency we can feel how our relationships can expand or evolve and this is not just for couples. for everyone we meet we have a relationship with..

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  • Rebecca says: December 14, 2018 at 4:05 pm

    Adele, what you are sharing in this article is gold. For us to be open and honest and raw with each other feels like a true way to be in relationship. Being nice and polite and not speaking up through fear of not wanting to rock the boat can cause tension bitterness and resentment in relationships.

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    • Matilda Bathurst says: December 29, 2018 at 6:08 pm

      Absolutely, Rebecca, and what the world really needs right now is true relationships – open, honest, raw, imperfections and all, and with love as their foundation.

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  • Joseph Barker says: December 7, 2018 at 7:04 am

    These images of what we think life and Love should be keep us trapped in stagnant arrangements and shut down to true change and hence vitality. So much better to let life be without judgement.

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  • hm says: December 7, 2018 at 12:21 am

    Love is being honest with each other at all times regardless of the day.

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  • Julie says: November 17, 2018 at 6:01 pm

    This is what is needed with a relationship, a commitment to get to the bottom of things and not to just let things go unresolved – it can only serve to make a relationship stronger.

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  • Greg Barnes says: November 8, 2018 at 8:47 pm

    As soon as we have an expectation for another to change in a good way or not so good then we no longer have a relationship and could it be that anything less than Love, True Love is a judgement disguise as an expectation?

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    • Greg Barnes says: November 9, 2018 at 8:18 pm

      Then could it also be true that we are addicted to wanting others to change and will even pay others to twist their arm?

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  • Natalie Hawthorne says: November 4, 2018 at 4:34 pm

    Its amazing the clarity we can get when we are prepared to be deeply honest. Then what comes after that is felt and there is space for change if we so choose it.

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  • jennym says: November 3, 2018 at 6:31 pm

    The more authentic we are with each other the more opportunity there is for a deepening in our relationships. So drop the game playing and all that niceness!

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  • Zofia says: November 3, 2018 at 3:44 pm

    “Today as a man and a woman, we are re-building our foundations of how love is felt within our bodies. That before we open our mouths to express love, this love is first lived and felt within us” – yes, the foundational quality we set for ourselves we set for another to expand that quality even deeper.

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  • Hm says: October 31, 2018 at 7:17 am

    This breaks the norm – it makes love about a true reflection and pulling each other up rather than using a day to be nice to each other. Where is the purpose in this?

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    • Matilda Bathurst says: December 29, 2018 at 6:13 pm

      With love as the foundation, we realise that pulling each other up is one of the greatest ways to support one another – no critique just inspiration to live our full potential.

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    • Lorraine Wellman says: February 26, 2019 at 6:30 pm

      Always with love as our foundation, pulling one another up, feels so gorgeous.

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  • Jonathan Stewart says: October 28, 2018 at 7:24 am

    Being true, truthful and honest is to be loving, even when at times it is difficult to express and/or hear.

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  • Danna Elmalah says: October 15, 2018 at 3:43 am

    When we look at it from an observant point of view: we have a body filled with love or a body empty of that love. How can we express love towards another when our own body is empty of it?
    This shows us that walking around empty is never truly expanding our love. We need to build a connection to ourselves that strengthens us in our understanding of what love is and to start living from there. That is whats building a body of love is !

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    • Adele Leung says: October 15, 2018 at 11:13 am

      A body of emptiness needs. Many bodies of emptiness make neediness and needing each other love. But that is a great illusion and falsity. Love is complete and full, there is no one ounce of need in it.

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  • Sandra Vicary says: October 14, 2018 at 4:05 am

    “Our imperfections lived have knocked down the ideals of what love should look like, how love should be expressed for a man and woman, exposing the judgements we have between genders.” So beautifully expressed Adele. Love has no perfection, but only the true expression of who we are in whatever shape or form that may take.

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  • Adele Leung says: October 12, 2018 at 9:31 am

    Love can only be lived before it is spoken.

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  • Adele Leung says: October 11, 2018 at 10:17 am

    The body our true market of truth. If we want to know love, feel and express from the body.

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  • Zofia says: October 10, 2018 at 4:36 pm

    “In our commitment to get to the heart of the matter of this argument we dealt with many different topics, such as the consciousness relating to genders, money, doubt, insecurity, judgement, imposition, brotherhood etc., to get to the core issues of responsibility, attachment and need” – Adele what a relationship you enjoy with your partner and so too what love to be discussing these things/hindrances that deeply hamper a truer love from being.

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    • Adele Leung says: October 12, 2018 at 9:29 am

      The beauty of any relationship reflects a deeper potential and possibility we can go with ourselves and each other.

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      • Jonathan Stewart says: October 28, 2018 at 7:29 am

        So well expressed, Adele, for if there is not expansion and evolution there is instead stagnation and that is not love. True love is self-perpetuating and thereby forever deepening and growing.

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  • Willem Plandsoen says: October 8, 2018 at 4:06 am

    I have come to know that often in what seems like deeply uncomfortable crises is seed of a beautiful step in evolution. Your story shows the same red line Adele. Loved it.

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    • Adele Leung says: October 8, 2018 at 11:28 am

      Every re-correction shows us the detour from Truth we have lived in the past, the discomfort is our own choice to leave ourselves, but this process (evolution) cannot be stopped and the surrender to each committing moment is because we naturally always move back towards Truth.

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  • Elaine Arthey says: October 6, 2018 at 8:46 pm

    I love this for it reminds us that there is no perfection and to strive for it means we are missing out on all those growing and evolving moments that can deepen our love for ourselves and each other.

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    • Adele Leung says: October 8, 2018 at 11:30 am

      I love that evolution is a process, imagine how unnatural it would feel if it’s linear and non spherical…impossible.

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    • Carolien Braakenburg says: October 16, 2018 at 3:21 am

      We are bombarded by pictures about love, romance and relationships and these are exactly what will make us unhappy. If we strive for the perfect picture we will be easily disappointed but if we are free from the picture we are free to experience what is truly in front of us, and this might be actually so much more then a picture could ever capture.

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    • Matilda Bathurst says: December 29, 2018 at 6:21 pm

      Thank you, Elaine. Every reminder to dispense with perfection is gold. Being free of perfectionism opens us up to learning so much.

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  • Sarah Flenley says: October 6, 2018 at 4:49 am

    “We received no niceness and gave none” – that feels challenging as niceness can creep in to ‘keep the peace’ but it also feels very refreshing.

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    • Adele Leung says: October 8, 2018 at 11:32 am

      Peace is only ever temporary, it feels much more settling to the body to deal with whatever’s needed from the core.

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  • Adele Leung says: October 1, 2018 at 9:35 am

    My body squirms when I hear an often saying that if it is love then it should hurt. That is just a confirmation that we are so far from the truth of what love really is in our body. We have lost this connection but never is it too late to re-connect to it.

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  • rosanna bianchini says: September 30, 2018 at 6:08 am

    “before we open our mouths to express love, this love is first lived and felt within us.” Love does start with our own loving choices – lived first and then as an expression in our relationships.

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    • Adele Leung says: October 8, 2018 at 11:34 am

      We may not even need to open our mouths then, or more accurately, our words only come as a confirmation of how we have consistently moved.

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